some good old days...

when i finished o level in aminiya and went back to my homeland (thinadhoo) i had a grea time there..got to spend time with family and relatives which i've missed for almost 3yrs...and i had a good experience as i had to do something i really hated to do..but guess what...i jux lurrvd them..teaching was something which really doesn't suit me..however, i could not reject the offers i was gettin from many parents to give tuition..hence, i had to teach children of different ages..i had a busy time but in a good way...it wasn't as hard as i dreamt of..atleast i was doing something beneficial for some children and it kept me in touch with my o/lvl knowledge too..those good days will be always remembered....

days passed and i was anxiously waiting for my results...i don't really how to express my feelings about that day when i got my results...some kind of mixed emotions....anyway it wasn't bad..and the time came for me to decide what i really wanted to do...continue with A levels or start a course ,etc...i had too many options and it drove me crazy thinking about the options...on one hand my mum did'nt want to send me away from the country..and on the other hand i started a diploma..in nursing..i still can't beleive myslef that i took that decision..doing something i have 0 interest and when i started attending the lectures and sessions, i thought it would change...but as my 'options' were still on my hand i had to again think about that..i had a golden opportunity to study in abroad and explore new things in life..i was afraid to take the opportunity thinking that i may not be able to reach upto their expectations..but i got suggestions and advices from friends and family that i should give up the diploma thing...and start the A levels in lanka and go for something better..i guess god has some better plans for me than i beleive i have for myself..
if i had continued with diploma, within few years i'll be working in hospitals as a nurse..and today when i think about my future,i think of much better plans for me..as one of my friends said , 'dream big dreams'...insha allah, i will accomplish my dreams..

so here i am, in srilanka to start A level here and i beleive that i shouldn't be taking this very lightly....and i have to thank my brother for everything he's doing for me..never failed to provide me with every facility i needed here...and other family members for supporting me so much and beleiving in my potential...futhermore , taking care of me and making me beleive that i belong to them..